this day. everything seem to be freak.
everything doesn't fit to be there.
i hope they will get better soon...
sorry if u don't like stupid poem .but i little down right now. i need some cheering up ritual to get my 'new me'....

everytime i close my eyes...
trouble seem to be fade away...
everything gonna fixed..
but,,
as soon as i open it.
i realized it just my dream.
its not gonna be allright.
this is a full chaos.
that everytime biting my heart.. tearing it a part....

if i know this world will be like this.
i prefer not living in this world..

let me explain this..
let me exhale even just once...
let me feel the outside world..

cause i dont want to lost my smiling face..
cause i dont want to lost my heart..
cause i..
i still life in this world.
not a sculpture...